superbahtzang

I used to see every good picture I see as something to make me feel bad, and then I told myself that I could never get that good, I'd be hit with a pang of jealousy at their talent, and I would send myself into an almost 'lazy period' which I just avoided photography, telling myself I could never get as good as that one photographer I saw. It still gets to me sometimes. I still see people's pictures, and I wish that I could be that good. but instead of shrinking away, I use it now to go and take MORE pictures, using their pictures as a lesson well learned and I use it as INSPIRATION for me to take more pictures and get better, hopefully. I'

EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFMYLIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I didn't have the guts to say the four letter word that starts with 'f' and, you know the rest.

Hiii! I haven't been updating deviantart for a while, I'm sorry I'm sorry! school work is piling up, but I have* been taking pictures, so I'll def upload them when I can! :) but I just had a few thoughts I thought I'd share. sometimes I get let down. people tell me I'm not good at something that I am really proud of. People tell me that I'm not as good as I think I am. that I *disappoint* them, kind of. It happened today. I was looking through ONE* single picture of my old photography, and a friend came up to it, and said.. "eh. not too good." I dunno, it hurt.  I'm just easily affected by this kinda stuff since I'm kinda sensitive about